DEAR DIARRHOEA:

Massages are THE shiznit, and you know it.

Don't deny it :D

Welllll, for starters, I've been thinking about publishing a book of some sort that's gonna feature both writing and illustrations by me.

Being 15 now, I feel as though I should get some money/do something useful in turn =\

Getting an early income would be great, if its possible.

I'm sick of the fact that my parents don't give us proper allowances to us, even at this age now :[ It just doesn't seem that right. They keep forgetting. (Terrible trait.)

What type of book to make, I don't know. :s

Bit doubtful over comic (too lengthy to do, even with colour).

A mini story compilation, I've been thinking of...

...as well as something for astrology (since I designed charas for each sign + find it pretty... interesting? :p Problem: skeptics out there).

Maybe a help book?

Dunno yet.

Something that the public is gonna like and want to buy.~

Also!

Dinnertime out in town was rather uncomfortable. :s

This waiter was just standing near this counter on the other side of the room staring at the patrons nearby, and he fiddled about like some bored 5 year-old, twiddling this thumbs and swaying around like he can't control the ants in his pants or something.

Seriously? Wtf?

Shouldn't he be doing something useful?

How can you eat when somebody just stares at you for the whole meal long?

ESPECIALLY if its a waiter/stranger?

Doesn't mummy ever say how staring like that is rude????

What happened to good morals?!

Go watch a little MTV. It'll tell you EXACTLY what I mean.

I ended up having only half a pizza slice and half my drink from being so disturbed ¬¬;

Oh! And that new movie 'Rio' was a stunner!

Those birds were simply deliciously adorable and the cololololours of them all seemed so... yummy.

:'D

And it was a nice idea to have it set in South America. (What other animated movies do you know that have been set there? Exactly my point.)

I don't think movies with smugglers, tropical birds and a country like Brazil will ever be put together again.

Also, waiting for 'Hop' to be released here sometime soon~

Next post: book review on '1984' by G. Orwell!

Not done reading it yet, but really good so far.

As well as really sorrowful T.T

It's very grey, the story. But imaginatively written. Love it.

If any of you are still up reading this,

I thank ya.

Sorry for writing more than usual and I appreciate your patience to read everything(?) here. :D

I'll try cut it down next time.

Byebye, my fickle little fiddlesticks!!! :D:D:D

This sucks.

Well, have I got a ton of probs on my chest recently;

a) school.

b) my brother.

c) recent attitude.

My tests at school so far turn out more terrible than I thought. I find it hard to keep up.

My brother keeps bitching to me about unimportant things and argues with me, trying too hard to be like my dad; he just wants to get to be right about everything he says. Dumb arrogant bastard. He's 2 years younger than me. WHY oh WHY wasn't he ever been taught anything on respect for others?

For some reason I've become more sulky, i.e. my friends talk to me less and less since new kids come in, and now I feel left out in class stuff, though they do 'talk' to me after class only. ¬¬ It's very disheartening and a bit stupid to do to others, imo. I feel like a background object.

I feel so unimportant somehow. I feel only 'adored' when I

a) draw stuff.

b) do something else others can't do.

c) ...dunno. Anything with art almost.

Hopefully it'll all clear up tomorrow, since it'll be my birthday.

But there's this annoying feeling, like where everyone says that usual 'happy birthday!' when you pass by. But they never pay similar attention on all the other 364/5 days...

I do hate feeling like this, but writing it here gets it all off somehow.

NOTE: I'm not 'emo'. This isn't me. But these moments do come, and it sucks big time to have to deal with. And I don't label people, so I see no reason as to why I should be labeled as such.

Well, its been nice to write again after ages.

I think I'll just go get a drink or something.~

Might come back to submit pics again, seeing as I also found my phone's USB cable.

I [had] a dream(???)

No, wait, sorry, rephrase that; 'nightmare'.

It was... supremely terrible. Ended up a really anxious since then...

Very hard to describe, but it was genuinely just horrible. Everything seemed decrepit and spooky all alone and it seemed cold, though this was during sleep. Something about a dead guy's abandoned upstairs apartment and exploring it in silence... buh that's all I remember ):

Woke up and was sweaty instead. AC was turned off, turned out. Really bizarre :\

In other news.

...

Rainy season continues on 'till who knows when.

It's actually quite lovely as a break from constant daytime heat~ =)

'cause without it, Brunei may as well become a new desert (hahaha!). (But I guess it'd be cool to live in a desert for a little change, y'know?)

Finished Memoirs of a Geisha a week or so ago, too. Splendid ending. :'D

Might spend weekend digging out the movie and watching it. :p

What a boring post.

Check the next one for picture scans. Currently drawing neat stuff atm :D